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THE LYNX & THE TIGER

(ESO FanFic: Templar of ShezarrPart 6)

The Lynx and the Tiger – Closed RP (Rusia Cassiana / Sabine Aldwyr & Ishira Rose)
Locations: Hawke Manor

Rusia hesitated as she considered the message orb she’d just recorded. She wasn’t sure if she was really ready to try to make new, close connections again. Whether as friends… or anything else. But the memory of nearly dying just a short time ago urged her to try. She couldn’t just stay holed up in Hawke Manor forever, with only the company of a snarky Orcish steward. She’d made good strides toward rejoining life again by joining The Gray Legion and signing up with the Mistveil Company. But this was… more personal.

The contract to hunt down cultists with the Mistveil Company mercs had involved a lot of chaos and frantic combat. But in the midst of it, she couldn’t help but notice one of the company members in particular. Ishira. At least, Rusia thinks she heard the name right. Beautiful, powerful, vibrant, irreverent, brash, and… intriguing. Very much not at all like herself. Rusia was a wallflower, shy and awkward in social situations. Only in combat did she truly emerge from her cocoon and blossom into a fierce and ferocious warrior woman.

Ishira. She’d shared a few glances and a few words with the gorgeous mercenary. Enough to think perhaps she might have found someone she could find common ground with. Possibly form a friendship. Maybe… beyond that Rusia wasn’t ready to think about quite yet.

“Well, if you don’t send this message, you’ll never know will you?” Rusia muttered to herself. She finalized the spell on the orb, closed her eyes against her inner anxiety, and let it go to seek out Ishira, wherever she might be.

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A message orb popped into existence next to Ishira, glowing brightly in her face until she captured it and told it to play.

“Um, hi, hello. This is Rusia, uh, from the other night at the hunt for the cultists. The Mistveil Company contract. Oh, I’m sorry I’m terrible at this. Um, I just wondered if you were free, if you might wish to join me for a drink. Anywhere you might like. The Rosy Lion perhaps. Or here at my house, or yours. Wherever. Um, or not if you don’t want to. That’s fine too. Just send the message orb back if you would, either way. And, it was lovely to meet you. Uh, thanks.”

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A soft chime and swirl of light announced Rusia’s arrival in the courtyard of Hawke Manor. The bright light of the full moon poured down on the polished stone under her feet.“Well,” she said out loud to no one in particular. “That was… awkward.” Not Ishira, she had been delightful. But Rusia was quite sure she’d been about as boring and bumbling as she possibly could have been. “Ah hell,” Russia muttered as she strode up the steps to the house. “I’m just really bad at this people stuff.”

At least Ishira had been more than gracious, and certainly had enough personality to fill a room all by herself, no matter how lame her conversation partner might be. She had seemed genuinely disappointed when Rusia had to leave, so that was something at least. Rusia had wanted to stay and try to get to know the fetching merc better, but she’d been due at the Mistveil Company headquarters about another possible contract. 

After she’d left Ishira at the tavern, however, she’d been overcome with a feeling of lightheadedness and nausea. Maybe it was the wine she’d drank far too rapidly, or just the stress of trying to interact on such a personal level. Regardless, she was in no shape to be taking off after some bandit or cultist or whatever at the moment. She needed a quiet bath and a good night’s rest. She’d think about sultry mercs and fresh bounties tomorrow.

Pulling open the front door of Hawke Manor, Rusia instantly sensed something was a bit odd in the house, but she chalked it up to her steward, Lagrobt, probably playing with odd little magics in the kitchen again. She had no idea what weirdness he did when he took over the kitchen from their regular chef and housekeeper. Frankly, she didn’t care because no one could concoct the astonishingly delicious breads and pastries Lagrobt could when he was in a baking mood. She dearly hoped maybe he was whipping up some of his delectable fruit tarts. She’d have to check after her bath now that her stomach was starting to settle down and play nice again.

Climbing the stairs to the second floor, Rusia stripped off her jacket and tossed it on a bench in the stairwell, followed by her shirt and dagger belt. Lagrobt would yell at her later, but she was tired and her bedroom was on the other side of the floor. Stripping off her boots, she kicked them under the bench and walked toward the bathing room, starting to unlace her pants as she turned past the screen in the hall shielding her specially made, magically heated, giant tub.

“Well hello there lovely, I wasn’t aware my bath came with an attendant, but please do come in. My back could desperately use a pair of extra hands to scrub.”

Rusia stopped in shock at the entrance to the bathing room, her hands still tangled in the ties of her pants. Sprawled inside her tub was a stunning, dusky-skinned woman with long, ebony hair spilling across her voluptuous and very naked breasts. The Redguard beauty stared back at her with an amused expression, her full lips just barely parted in a roguish smile. As she opened her mouth to ask the woman who the hell she was and what she was doing in her bath, the amber-eyed stranger dropped her eyes to Rusia’s also very naked chest.

With a squeak, Rusia threw up her hands to cover her breasts and nearly fell over her own feet backing out into the hallway. “LAGROBT GRO-NOLOB!” She yelled down the stairs. “WHO THE HELL IS IN MY BATHING TUB?” Rushing back over to the bench where she’d dropped her shirt and jacket, Rusia hastily threw them both back on. She heard a soft, silky chuckle follow her down the hallway from the woman currently enjoying the steaming hot water she should be relaxing in. Furious and embarrassed, Rusia shoved her feet back into her boots and stomped down the stairs.

She met her steward Lagrobt, an orc one might even classify as rather ‘dashing’, halfway across the main foyer as he was striding from the kitchen toward the stairs. Rusia stopped about two inches from his burly chest, hands clenched into fists on her hips, and glared up at his somewhat contrite looking face.

“Would you care to explain why there is a strange woman in my tub right now who just suggested that I might want to SCRUB HER BACK?” Rusia pointed an accusing finger at Lagrobt’s prominent but well-shaped nose. “Did we NOT have that discussion about how overnight guests were to be agreed upon BEFORE their arrival?

Even though Lagrobt could easily have broken his employer with a strong hug, or knifed her in the back before she even knew he had drawn a dagger, the orc looked down at her with a sheepish expression of apology. “I’m sorry dear, it was an emergency, and I didn’t want to interrupt your date darling.”

Rusia took a step back, took a deep breath, and tried to lower her voice from strident to just merely indignant. “It was NOT a date.” She pulled out a chair from the gaming table next to her and abruptly sat down. “We were just getting drinks. As fellow mercenaries getting to know each other a bit. That’s all.” Still glaring at Lagrobt, she gestured for him to take seat across from her. “Besides, that’s beside the point. Now will you please explain to me exactly what is going on?”

“Ah, yes, okay dear. Not a date, of course,” Lagrobt said as he gently lowered himself into the delicately carved chair across the table, the corners of his mouth twitching slightly. “I deeply apologize for the surprise guest love. She’s an… old friend who found herself in an unfortunate situation and needed a place to, shall we say, get herself together?”

Lagrobt reached across and patted Rusia’s hand gently where it rested on the table “You’ve always said Hawke Manor was a place for those who needed respite, for whatever reason. I am sorry I did not let you know in advance, but time was short, and I thought you would not turn away someone in need of assistance.”

Sighing deeply, Rusia took Lagrobt’s giant, manicured hand between both of hers and squeezed gently. “It’s okay. You’re right. I’m sorry. I was just startled and it’s been a long day. Our home, emphasis on OUR, is always open to anyone in search of sanctuary. That is how the Band of the Hawke raised me after my parents…” Rusia paused, swallowing and sitting back in chair. “Well, you know. They took me in and gave me everything I needed when I had nothing. That’s a debt I can never repay to them. So I strive to pay it forward in whatever way I can.”

“That is a most admirable and beautiful sentiment,” a beguiling voice murmured from behind Rusia. “Perhaps a bit naive in this harsh and uncaring world, but still, most laudable.”

Her back stiffening at the implied accusation she was ‘niave, Rusia stood quickly, tugging her jacked down to cover her still unlaced pants. She turned to see the stranger exiting the staircase and saunter slowly over to them, her ample hips swinging in an almost hypnotic rhythm. She was wrapped in nothing but one of Rusia’s large, fluffy towels, with another snugged around her head to restrain her wet hair. Lagrobt also stood, his eyes shining with a strange gleam, and beckoned the stranger over to his side.

“Ah my love, I am glad to see you looking yourself again. Please let me introduce you to my employer, and my dear friend, the Lady Rusia Cassiana, formerly of Bruma.” The woman curtsied ever so slightly toward Rusia, her damp skin gleaming like burnished gold from the light of the chandelier above them. “And my dear Rusia, this would be the renowned Bard Sabine Aldwyr. Desert Rose of the Alik’r, daughter to the great poet Weltin of Sentinel and warrior chieften Ariana At-Fara.”

Rusia blanched, giving Lagrobt a scathing look. “A Bard, you say?” Sighing again, Rusia looked to the woman again, bowing modestly toward her. “Welcome to Hawke Manor. My pardon for the, uh, intrusion earlier. I was unaware of your arrival. I am pleased to offer a safe haven to any friend of Lagrobt, of course. He is as family to me. Our home is yours for as long as you like. Is there anything you have immediate need of?”

The Bard smiled charmingly, taking Rusia’s forearm in her delicate hands and caressing it gently. “Thank you ever so much dear Lady for your generous hospitality.” Her eyes glowing a deep, rich umber, Sabine released her arm and tugged forlornly at the towel wrapped around her torso, flashing a copious amount of cleavage. “I must admit, I have arrived in quite a dreadful state. You see, I was taken captive by this horrid orc bandit and forced to abandon everything when I fled at the first opportunity.”

Her white teeth gleaming between dark, crimson lips, the bard grinned at Rusia boldly as her eyes traveled over her body from boots to collar. “I would be so very grateful if you might have something, anything, I might borrow to wear until I can get out tomorrow to retrieve some belongings I have hidden away. Other than that, if you might just be willing to offer up a spare bed or couch for a night or two while I get my affairs in order, that would be incredibly kind.”

Sabine was several inches shorter than Rusia, and quite a bit curvier, but she had a closet full of gowns she never wore. One of them could likely be tweaked to fit the bard, especially in Lagrobt’s hands. He was a master of magical tailoring, among his nearly endless plethora of skills. She wasn’t particularly thrilled at having a bard in the house, as the whole subject of music right now was particularly painful at the moment, but she couldn’t turn her away. It was just not in Rusia’s nature.

“Very well,” Rusia attempted to smile back at the bard, fully aware it likely came across far more likely as a pained grimace. “Lagrobt, if you could show Sabine to the spare room and help her with finding something appropriate in the storage wardrobe there? Also, if you could kindly reset the bathing room for a fresh bath for me, I would appreciate it.”

“Bard Sabine,” Rusia said, bowing again to the tawny desert lynx wrapped in towels. “Please do call me Rusia, or Ru, not Lady. That was my mother… and I am no lady. You have free range of the manor and the grounds, I just ask you to respect the sanctity of my private bedroom please. I sense Lagrobt has already set the house wards to recognize you, so you should be able to teleport in and out with no issues. Just let Lagrobt or our housekeeper Malva know if you should require anything. She is usually here around dawn and leaves at sunset.”

Nodding toward Lagrobt, Rusia turned toward the kitchen. “I am going to grab a bite to eat while you get the bard settled in, and then I will have my much delayed bath. I would much appreciate it if you might join me in the morning for a private breakfast, Lagrobt.” She turned her head back to the orc and raised one eyebrow in his direction. “We still have a few things to discuss.”

With that, Rusia stepped away from the two and headed across the room into the kitchen. She heard them whispering gently behind her as they moved toward the stairs. Shaking her head softly, Rusia followed her nose to a platter cooling on the counter near the stove. Her steward was far too aware that sometimes the right treat could be a far better apology than words. Filling her hands with two still warm fruit tarts, Rusia took a seat at the rough-hewn table along one wall of the kitchen.

Downing one fruit tart like a hungry wolf, Rusia slowed down to nibble the second in order to truly appreciate it’s delicate but powerful berry flavor. What a day. What a night. Her mind wandered back to her meeting with Ishira. She and Sabine were both captivating women, but something about the bard had instantly pushed any thoughts of her attractiveness out of Rusia’s mind. While Sabine had seemed warm, inviting, and agreeable on the surface, there was a lingering coldness in her eyes and calculated movements that sent warning signals up her spine.

Ishira, on the other hand, was less of a seductive lynx and more of a sensuous wild tiger. She glowed with life and vitality, a woman who didn’t slink in the shadows, but went after life and love full force out in the open. Or at least, that was Rusia’s impression of her so far. That was something she admired and respected. In fact, she found it irresistibly compelling. She wasn’t sure what that meant yet. But she very much hoped she would hear from Ishira again soon, if she hadn’t been totally put off by their first meeting at the bar.

Stuffing the last of the second tart in her mouth, Rusia cleaned the crumbs off the table and threw then into the fire under the cooking pot. It must be well after midnight at this point and she was damn well finally going to get that bath. Everything else she just needed to put out of her mind until morning.

And maybe, just maybe, she might find a message orb from a certain ravishing merc waiting for her when she woke up…

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Ishira woke up and stretched. Feeling well rested after her most recent contract her thoughts lingered around Rusia she was pleasant beautiful and even her shyness was something that Ishira found adorable. There was something compelling alluring about her that made Ishira thirst to know more about her. She decided to record a message and see how things would progress.

” Good morning Rusia its Ishira i hope you slept well…i was wondering if yiu wanted to meet again…..i…..i really enjoyed our time and didnt want it cut short so soon respond back if you do…ill be waiting” she said and smiled as she sent the orb to it’s destination .

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“Well Lagrobt,” Rusia said around a mouth of sweet, buttery scone covered in thick cream and tangy fruit jam, “I would appreciate it if you could ask your guest not to play or sing in the house while she is staying with us. I’m just… not up to having music in the manor right now. She is welcome to come up here to the watchtower to play if she likes, or by the pond if she’d be more comfortable.”

Frowning slightly at his friend and employer, Lagrobt steepled his hands and rested his formidable but well-shaped chin on his fingers. “Perhaps this might be an opportunity for you to rediscover your joy in music my dearest. Sabine could help you to get back into playing. I’m sure she would be more than willing.”

Rusia pushed her breakfast plate away and gazed over her steward’s shoulder down into the morning mist cloaking Reaper’s March. “No. I’m not ready for that. Just… just ask her if you would.” Lagrobt nodded as he stood and started collecting their breakfast plates and leftovers. “Oh and um, I think I’ve decided to put out a contract on my mother.”

Lagrobt stilled, looking down at her with concern. “Are you sure about this Ru? Do you really think she truly is still alive and actually sent a daedra to try to kill you?”

Rusia rose and stepped over to the wide, open side of the watchtower, staring off into the distance. “Didn’t just try Lagrobt. A few seconds more, if Sindri from The Grey Legion hadn’t found me, and I would have been quite dead.”

She paused, still shaken by how close she’d come to the end of everything. “Yes. I need to find her. If she really is out there. I won’t make it a death contract. Just an information contract. If I can’t find her, and you know my skills are more in bashing my way through things than sneaking around trying to find those who don’t want to be found, then I need someone more skilled to do so. I want to know where she is… and then I will figure out where to go from there.”

“Very well love, just be careful. You’ve been doing so well lately,” Lagrobt said gently. “You were in a pretty bad state when I found you face down on the floor of that bar last year. To be frank, honey, until that assassination attempt, you were still pretty much a total mess. It’s wonderful to see you out and about without a sword always strapped to you side. Joining a new company, getting involved in charity work, and now even going on… NOT dates.” The orc grinned at her, showing his perfectly aligned and scrupulously polished ivory teeth and tusks. “I very much like this new Ru.”

Turning fully back to her steward as he magically whisked the dishes back to the kitchen, Rusia let herself chuckle softly at the orc’s enthusiasm. “Yes, well, we’ll see if there will be any more NOT dates in the future, I don’t know how…”

A soft chime interrupted her as a glowing message orb popped into view between her and Lagrobt. The orc laughed lightly as he opened the hatch door to the watchtower stairs. “I believe that is my cue to leave and find out what our new guest is up to this morning and how long she intends to be crashing in our spare room.” Rusia shooed him down the stairs as she reached for the blinking orb to play it.

She listened to Ishira’s lovely voice as it emerged from the message orb, inviting her to meet up again. Rusia was honestly a little shocked that she hadn’t completely blown any hope of seeing the enthralling merc again. “I wonder…” she speculated out loud, “if I could get Lagrobt to take his bard friend out for the afternoon. Perhaps Ishira might be willing to come over for a picnic by the waterfall.”

Rusia nodded to herself and strode toward the hatch after her steward. She pulled open the door and yelled down the stairs as she started taking thing two at a time. “Wait for me Lagrobt!”

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Sitting on an intricately embroidered pillow under the Khajiit vacation tent by the pond, Rusia fidgeted nervously. She surveyed the plates of snacks and bottle of chilled Nereid Wine, hoping Ishira would like them. Adjusting the cushions beside her yet again, she checked once more to be sure the house wards were set to open for visitors to be able to teleport in. Rusia had received a chime back that her message orb had been received and read. She just hoped that meant Ishira would accept her invitation to join her for an early dinner.

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Ishira was thrilled that she accepted smiling at the orb she showered and dressed a bit light a beautiful silk red bottom with a slit down the middle and and a matching top both pieces fitted her curves well. She immediately squeezed the teleport rune and was there her sun kissed skin truly radiant in the afternoon sun.

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Rusia felt the house wards ping against her skin lightly as her visitor arrived. She stood quickly, tugging down the fancy waistcoat she’d let Lagrbot dress her in, after she had absolutely rejected the vibrant green dress he’d attempted to get her to wear first. She would wear a gown if the situation absolutely required it, but when she wasn’t clad in armor, she’d much prefer to just go about in her leathers.

She spotted Ishira arriving in the courtyard and whistled briefly to capture her attention. The bewitching merc, dressed head to toe in form-hugging red silk, waved in acknowledgement and began walking toward her down the path to the pond. Rusia thought Ishira’s beauty more than rivalled the newly planted flowers she’d magicked along the trail in anticipation of her guest.

As Ishira arrived at the lounging tent, Rusia held out a hand to guide her up the step to the platform. Smiling, the merc placed her warm, lovely hand into hers, squeezing it gently as Rusia guided her to the cushions gathered around the light meal she’d laid out. Trying not to blush or stammer, Rusia exchanged greetings with her guest, complimenting her on her alluring outfit and thanking her for coming.

Releasing Rusia’s hand slowly with a soft caress, Ishira settled onto a large blue cushion, her outfit contrasting perfectly to the material like she had planned it to stand out. She leaned against another pillow, her long legs stretching out to the side as if she was preparing to be painted by some great master.

Sitting down cross-legged on a cushion next to Ishira, Rusia pulled the wine from it’s cold-ensorcelled container and offered Ishira a glass. “Yes, please. Chilled wine on such a wonderfully warm day would be delightful,” the merc purred, pickup up a goblet and holding out to be filled. “By the way, may I say I think it has just been terribly adorable how we have been sending messages back and forth. Although I’m glad we finally get the chance to actually be face to face again.”

“Ah, yes,” Rusia cleared her throat gently as she poured her own glass of wine. “I must admit I’m much more comfortable conversing by magical means long distance than I am in person.” She looked down at her cup, trying to explain without sounding ridiculous. “People just make me nervous. I’m… always afraid I’m going to say or do the wrong thing. Drive them away, or end up the butt of someone’s jokes. I guess I have a bit of abandonment issue, you could say.”

Taking a deep breath, Rusia looked up into Ishira’s eyes and smiled softly. “For the right people, though, it’s worth battling my anxiety though. But enough about me. I know almost nothing at all about you. Please, tell me about yourself, if you would. I didn’t get a chance to hear much about where you are from and how you ended up here and with the Mistveil Company. From your skills in combat, I would say you could go anywhere you want and probably have your pick of positions.” Grabbing a small, crustless half sandwich from the platter in front of her, Rusia leaned toward the enchanting warrior woman. “Tell me more about the mysterious Ishira.”

“Well im from Abahs landing so the heat is something i am quite used too i was always the warrior even when i was young my father would always practice with me eventually my mother fell ill and my father wouldn’t pay for the medical bills himself so i took on Merc contracts…my father didn’t approve but understood the situation eventually. Stumbled upon Mistvel when it was still ran by kadir = she smiled softly her beautiful eyes meeting hers.

Rusia blushed furiously as Ishira grasped her free hand, caressing and kissing it gently. She relaxed into it for a moment, her heartbeat skipping at the delicious sensation. Then the anxiety monster in her belly roared into life and slowly pulled her hand away from Ishira’s tantalzing grasp. The merc’s mouth twitched sideways in what seemed like a cross between amusement and something else Rusia couldn’t quite pin down. She quickly covered her movement by picking up her goblet and taking a swift sip of wine and munching on her sandwich.

“Sounds like you have had quite the adventurous life,” Rusia said between mouthfuls; trying desperately not to talk with her mouth full. “I haven’t had a chance to do much work with the Mistveil Company yet, but if you are any representation of the mercs under their banner then I think I will be well pleased to be associated with them.”

Swallowing a final bite of sandwich, Rusia washed it down with a hearty gulp of chilled wine. She wasn’t used to having to draw people out in conversation. It was probably good for her, but she always found it difficult. She paused to offer Ishira a small bowl of fresh berries, which she accepted graciously. That proved to be rather distracting, however, when the enticing merc started slowly, delicately nibbling on the bright, red fruits while staring at her in what Rusia could only call a rather provocative look.

“Oh, uh. Sorry, what was I saying?” Rusia realized her wine goblet was empty when she went to take another gulp, but decided it was probably best not to refill it. “Ah, yes, you said your mother was ill and that is why you got into mercenary work? I assume that was some time ago. I hope that she is doing better now?”

She nods taking a small bite of the berries her eyes brightened from the sweet succulent taste.

“She is now but i found that i liked Merc work….im not tied down toany one faction its easier for me to move around” she said softly.

Ishira smiled that radiant smile her eyes meeting Rusia’s it was like a dance between them to see which would buckle under the pressure that would ignite the flames of passion.

“I also enjoy reading on my downtime….and im glad you decided to join….such beauty”

Rusia ducked her head, trying not to blush from the compliment, or from the intensity of Ishira’s gaze. She quickly seized on Ishira’s words, glad there was something else the two had in common besides mercenary work.

“I love to read. I’m trying to build a library here at the manor, but I find I have little time to collect books. Any time I can though, I will pick up a tome or a scroll to add. I find the histories of Tamriel and the stories of its many peoples fascinating.” Rusia paused to refill Ishira’s cup when the lovely merc held it out for more wine. “Although I admit I do love a roaring adventure story or… something a bit more romantic now and then.”

Rusia tried to smile at Ishira, hoping it didn’t come across more as a wacky grimace. “It’s funny though, you like being a merc because you like the freedom. Becoming one for me was more about finding a way to root myself to something. Well, with my old company at least. They were more like a second family. Very tight knit and always up in each other’s business,” Rusia chuckled softly with a slight edge of sadness. “I don’t know enough about the Mistveil mercs yet. I’ve only been out with a group of them once so far. They seem far more of a diverse and independent group of folks, like yourself.”

Her bowl empty of fruit, Ishira reached across Rusia’s leg to set it down on the blanket she’d laid out for their picnic. Her arm brushed gently across Rusia’s knee as she drew it back, sending a warm shiver up her spine. “Anyway, um, I would be happy to show you the library sometime, although again, it’s a bit bare still. You are always welcome to borrow anything you like.”

Still struggling with her anxiety over both trying to talk to someone she liked, and be at ease with her attraction to the beautiful merc, Rusia tried to relax and shake off her nerves. “You said you like to be able to move around, but do you have somewhere you call home?” Rusia gestured around here to the grounds of Hawke Manor. “I love to travel, and I enjoy the freedom to see the world, but I have a need to have somewhere I feel I can always go back to that I know will always be here. It helps keep me from feeling lost… sometimes. But perhaps you don’t need that?”

=Ishira smiled softly= “Im not selfis h if thats what you meant…ive just….i dont know i want to belong somewhere…unlike my sister i want to be grounded…freedom is nice but i want to share it eith someone” she said the intensity in her eyes great as she looked at Rusia.

“I have a collection if maybe you would like to come over one day…there is something about you…” She said softly caressing her cheek.

Rusia leaned into Ishira’s hand, pressing her cheek against the woman’s warm hand quite without even realizing she was doing it. She looked into Ishira’s piercing eyes, trying to convince herself not to pull away, but to lean in. There was nothing wrong with wanting to be close to someone. Not every person she allowed into her life was going to end up hurting her or leaving her alone. Even if they did, she would survive it. She had always survived it.

Nothing risked, nothing gained, Rusia thought as she tentatively shifted around and raised one hand to gently caress Ishira’s beautiful hair. Closing her eyes, she leaned forward, hoping Ishira would close the distance between them and anticipating the soft press of the merc’s lips on her own.

“Oh my! I do hope I haven’t interrupted anything my dears!” A sultry, almost sickeningly sweet voice invaded Rusia’s ears and immediately sent her scrambling backward away from Ishira. A dusky-skinned, Redguard beauty wearing nothing more than a thick drying cloth over one shoulder strolled around a tree and down the wooden dock by the pond. “I had just thought to come out for a swim on this warm afternoon. No idea you had another guest, my dear hostess!”

The ebony-haired, lusciously curved woman stopped in front of the tented platform where Rusia and Ishira had been moments away from…something. A deceptively innocent look on her face might have fooled many, but Rusia saw through it to the calculated cool underneath. “My pardon, of course. I can leave if you wish… Or perhaps…” the unashamedly naked bard looked over Ishira’s reclining form with languid eyes, “you might care to join me for a dip? The water looks so very refreshing.”

Rusia scrambled to her feet, knocking over her empty wine cup with a foot. “Ah, no, Sabine, ah, we were just about done with our lunch.” She turned to Ishira, her face flushing an embarrassed red, and helped the merc to her feet, squeezing her hand apologetically. “Let me escort you to the gate Ishira. I am sure you have places to be, things to do.”

Ishira eyed thecoffering bard giving her a cool gaze.

“Manners are an important thing it seems that your lacking in that…the only person i would want to take a refreshing dip with is Rusia…” She said coolly her eyes narrowed at the bard before her gaze returned to Rusia her eyes softening as she caressed her cheek.

Looking over her shoulder at Sabine as she walked Ishira down the dock, Rusia leveled a steely gaze at the slightly smirking bard. Sabine shrugged, dropping her towel, and dove into the pond with barely a splash. Oh yes, Rusia was definitely going to have to have a talk with Lagrobt about their new houseguest.

“I’m so sorry Ishira,” Rusia said as they arrived at the gate to the estate. “I, uh, obviously didn’t know she was going to be here. She’s a guest of my steward, and apparently has an issue with boundaries,” Rusia hissed a bit at the end of that obvious statement.

Feeling her walls creeping back up, she avoided looking into Ishira’s eyes as anxiety and the feeling of being overwhelmed crashed over her again. “Um, I have some things I have to take care of. Promises I’ve made I need to be keeping. But, ah, I will send you a message when I’m free.”

“How About my place….soon when your free yes? I look forward to it my dear” she said smiling to Rusia.

She hugged her goodbye and left, leaving a small rose as a gift for her.


FINDING A NEW LIGHT

(ESO FanFic: Templar of Shezarr – Part 3)

WARNING: GRAPHIC VIOLENCE

Finding a New Light – Closed RP (Rusia Cassiana & Sindri Khan)
Locations: Port Hunding, Stros M’Kai & The Gray Legion

A pool of crimson slowly spreads out from beneath Rusia’s body, pumping sluggishly out of the thin but deadly deep wound in her side left by her mother’s assassin. Blood rising in her throat from her punctured lung chokes off her breath, plunging her oxygen starved brain into a chaotic stew of nightmares and memories.

So this is death, she thinks, as images from her past twist and intertwine with visions of lost futures in the blackness of her unconscious mind. So many faces. The ones she has loved. The ones she has lost. The ones she has sent ahead of her to early deaths by her own hands. Above them all, behind every other ghost, she sees the shadowy figure of her mother’s face. The mother she had thought was dead and burned, murdered with her father by their best friend in a shocking betrayal that had left her a penniless orphan with a minor title and no family.

Perhaps the Daedra lied, was the nebulous thought she tries to hold onto. But then how had it known her mother’s name? Caecilia. The origin of the name meant ‘blind one’, but apparently it was she who had been blind. She’d been twelve when she’d found her beloved father and wonderful, kind mother dead in their bedroom early one morning. They’d been beaten and bloodied almost beyond recognition. But her hair, I knew that hair, Rusia thought as the images in her mind began to break apart and fade away into the darkness. My hair. Those auburn red, wild strands always wanting to curl. She’d buried her small hands in her mother’s long, wavy hair, weeping frantically, curling into a ball next to her dead parents.

She hadn’t noticed for several minutes the other person in the room until he’d made a soft sighing sound that startled her out of her grief. Her mother and father’s best friend, Sergianus, standing frozen in the shadows by the east window, staring at a bloody mace held across his palms. She’d screamed and fallen backward off the bed where her parents’ bodies lie soaked in their own blood. This seemed to break through whatever had been holding Sergianus locked in place, staring at the weapon that had murdered her parents. He’d looked up sharply, meeting her eyes with a look of pure and endless rage, and taken a step toward her. She’d screamed again, and heard the distant sound of multiple pairs of footsteps running up the manor stairs in response.

Cursing softly, Sergianus had tucked the mace into his belt and put one hand up to his lips in the gesture for silence. With a swirl of his cloak, he’d turned and jumped out the window at his back. She’d run to the window as one of the maids and a member of the house guard ran into the room, but by the time she’d stretched on her toes to look down, Sergianus had vanished. Three stories off the ground and he’d just disappeared, somehow teleporting away in mid air.

Rusia tried to hold on to the memory, to her anger and need for revenge against the man who had torn her life apart. But even that was drifting away now as she plunged closer and closer to death. She had so many questions still. Why had he done it? Was it true her mother really was alive? And if so, why did she want to kill her own daughter? And why did she have a pet Daedra assassin doing her dirty work? But none of those questions mattered now as the last spark of her life dimmed. All that was left was the dying.

……………….

Sindri is walking by the side of the Screaming Mermaid tavern in Port Hunding, Stros M’Kai. Suddenly, an enormous burst of light explodes from behind the tavern like nothing he’s ever seen before. Out of the light, a strange, blue-skinned creature comes running, half on fire. The question flashes through Sindri’s mind… Is that a Daedra???

Before he can even react, the creature pops out of existence. Unable to resist his curiosity, he runs behind the tavern where the light had now faded away. Scanning the darkness, Sindri spots a young woman in tarnished armor sprawled on the ground, not moving. He can see even in the dim light of the moon she is moments from death and needs immediate, serious healing.

This day had been just like any other for the stout Nord who somehow managed to go from land to land everyday. In the moonlight Sindri’s grey metallic armor and black leather straps gave off a strange, soothing glow.

Upon noticing the female he quickly ran to her side. With deep controlled breaths he remained calm before checking her over to make sure he could move her.

” C’mon lass. It ain’t gonna end here for you. ” The stout Nord said before touching his Pendant of Ursa, a portal opening beside them to The House of Gray.

Quickly and carefully Sindri picked the woman up, attempting to not harm her even further, with a fee steps they were through the portal and the warm air of Craglorn bore down upon them as they stood outside the grey brick home.

……………….

A sharp jolt of pain flashed red through the darkness, followed by the swirling sensation of movement. Rusia had given herself to the inevitability of death, but something was keeping her on the very edge of life. A light was growing between her and the blackness beyond. Part of her resented the intrusion. She longed for peace and an escape from the horrors of her past and the tortuous questions of her present.

But she had always been a fighter. She didn’t have it in her to stop now. She gripped onto the light and refused to let go.

Time was meaningless in the between place her mind lingered in. But slowly, she began to feel new sensations from her torn and abused body. A clean, soothing, wave of tingling warmth spread out over her, followed by the rush of sweet, cool air into her lungs. The sharp, overwhelming pain in her side diminished to a dull ache.

Rusia moaned softly and tried to open her eyes but the effort seemed impossible. The soft murmuring of voices floated by her. One in particular cut through the dimness.

“You’ll be alright lass,” the voice said gently. “You can rest now. Best thing for you. Get some sleep, it’ll help the healin’.”

The voice calmed her restless attempt to wake, and Rusia allowed herself to ease her grip on the light that now surrounded her, keeping the darkness back down in its place. With a quiet sigh, she drifted down into the gray cloud of comforting, safe sleep. Thankfully, without dreams.

A soft glow woke Rusia from a long, untroubled sleep. She still felt a bit drained, but otherwise well. A slightly odd tingling lingered just under her skin, which she recognized as a unique reaction to the aftereffects of healing magic. The pain in her side was gone.

Cracking open her eyes, Rusia found herself tucked into a comfortable bed, with the soft light of morning streaming in through a nearby window. She wasn’t sure if it was the morning after she had been attacked or days later. There was no way to tell the passage of time. Lifting off the blanket covering her, she sat up slowly, pivoting her legs over to rest her feet on the ground. Someone had removed her armor while was unconscious and stacked it nearby, clean and polished.

More than one night then probably, Rusia thought. If someone had time to go to the trouble of cleaning and fixing up my armor. This didn’t surprise her. She’d had powerful healing spells and potions on the field of battle that granted almost immediate recovery. But she’d never been this close to death before, and likely whomever had healed her hadn’t felt she needed to be on her feet immediately after.

Glancing down at herself, Russia found her body had been similarly scrubbed and dressed in a long, cozy nightgown. A little feminine for her taste, but she appreciated that at least they hadn’t left her in a strange place stark naked. Reaching one hand under the gown, she felt her left side where the dagger had pierced through almost to her heart. Nothing remained of the wound except a small, thin scar. Feeling it made her head spin with all the questions she now had battering away in her mind about what had happened, and why. Later, she thought, later I will have to think about my own mother allegedly trying to assassinate me, but not right now.

Her stomach suddenly reminding her loudly she probably had not eaten in quite some time, Rusia looked around for her clothes but didn’t see any sign of them. Considering the state she’d been in even before the attack, she wouldn’t be shocked if her rescuers had just decided to burn the whole lot. She thought briefly of just grabbing her armor and teleporting back home right then and there, but that would be incredibly rude to the person or persons who had no doubt saved her life.

Rusia decided since her rescuers had already seen her naked when they cleaned her up, they wouldn’t be too dismayed by her trying to find the kitchen of wherever she was in sleeping clothes. Just as she was about to rise and go on a quest to find something to fill her rioting stomach, she heard the door slowly start to creak open. Instinctively, she reached for the dagger usually hanging from her side, only to realize she had no idea where her weapons even were.

Standing quickly, Rusia put her hand on a pitcher of water resting next to the bed, the only thing within reach that might be used as a weapon. She didn’t think it probable that those who had saved her from death would try to kill her, but she’d just learned a very valuable lesson in being far more careful around strangers. Not that a water pitcher would likely be very helpful, but she had once killed a bandit with a large salmon after being caught skinny dipping in a stream.

I’m just constantly begging to get myself killed aren’t I, Rusia thought as she tightened her grip on the water pitcher. The door swung fully open to reveal a stalwart Nord man, built like a stone fort, and holding an incredibly welcome plate of bread, cheese, and fruit. Rusia couldn’t help it. She grinned, loosed the water pitcher, and sat back down on the bed as the man stepped forward and introduced himself.

……………….

” Hey lass, good to see you’re already up and ready to kick someone’s ass. ” The man said placing the platter beside the bed on the table.

” You’ve been out for a few days. Heard the floor boards Creek so I figured you woke up, you must be hungry. You had a pretty nasty wound. I took the liberty of cleaning your armor and weapons, repairing what I could, as for your clothing. The damned things were covered in so much blood I just threw em out, but don’t worry. I took measurements and went to town, I have some new clothes all fresh n’ ready for you from the tailor. ” Sindri said giving a kind smile.

For such a large imposing Nord he certainly was kind and very generous. His years of battle within the war had left their marks on his weathered face.

” Now I know what you might be wondering, who am I, why did I bring you here and what not. My name is Sindri Khan, and you were closer to death than an eighty year old guar. ”

……………….

Reaching greedily for a hunk of bread from the platter brought in by the Nord, Rusia let herself relax as much as she possibly could in the company of a stranger. This was certainly the most welcoming anyone had been to her in a very long time. The bread was fresh, soft on the inside, with just the right slightly crispy outside texture. She almost moaned aloud at how good it was. If she had a terrible weakness, it was well made fresh bread.

A polite cough interrupted her bread-induced revery and she swung her attention back to the battleworn Nord. “Thank you, ah, Sindri. I am honestly shocked to be alive. You have my abject gratitude for saving my life.”

Rusia tried not to blush over devouring the bread like an animal in front of her rescuer. “Uh, and thank you very kindly for the food. Obviously, I am indeed famished.” She eyed the rest of the food on the platter longingly but getting the answers to a few questions would be more fulfilling at the moment than putting more food in her grumpy belly.

Glancing over at her neatly stacked armor, Rusia smiled shyly at the Nord. “I also owe you a thanks for taking care of my things. I’m afraid I’ve been, um, how do you say… Out of sorts lately and a bit of a mess..” Her smile faded and a dark shadow passed over her face. “Which is partly why I ended up nearly bleeding out behind a tavern I guess.”

Shaking her head to put the assassination attempt out of her head for the moment, Rusia looked the Nord steadily in the eyes to emphasize her next words. “As I said, I’m eternally grateful for the rescue, and I firmly believe in repaying my debts. In this case, that’s a life debt. So you can consider my sword yours to command as you might need sir. Although yes, I would be quite curious who exactly I’d be giving that pledge to, and yes, where exactly we might be.”

……………….

” Aye lass, eat all you want. We have enough food. ” Sindri said to her, giving a kind smile. His eyes focused on her own.

Slowly he sat down on a chair across from her. He stroked his beard slowly before speaking.

” Currently you’re in The Gray House. The main base of The Gray Legion, we work to aid the refugees of this futile war. I was a soldier within The Pact, I’ve sent the bloody sides of it all. And I just want to help those who cannot help themselves. “

Sindri spoke as if The Gray Legion was his pride and joy. His eyes sparkling with excitement at the mention of it.

” But you do not owe me anything, I do not hold things against people. You are free to leave or to stay. It is purely your choice. ”

……………….

“… And that’s how I ended up joining this Gray Legion,” Rusia told her steward. “I swear, Lagrobt, I can’t even keep track of all the madness that’s happened in the last week. “First the attack, then being rescued by this Sindri person, joining the Gray Legion, then joining these Mistvel Mercenaries, and then that debacle at the House of R? Bard’s College last night.”

Leaning back in her chair, Rusia inhaled the deep, rich scent of a coming storm through the open sides of her manor’s main watchtower. She loved to be up here whenever she could. It was just so open, and so quiet, but still protected from the worst of the weather even when it did get nasty. She’d stay here all night if she could, but there was just so much to do. She sighed deeply, dropping her head into her hands.

“Sounds like you are in need of something stronger than that tea you’re drinking honey,” Lagrobt said, rising to grab a bottle of fine brandy sitting on a sideboard near the table. He poured a generous portion into her half empty mug and sat the bottle down next to her. Taking his seat again across from her at the table, he pushed a plate of ginger cookies, Rusia’s favorite, closer to nervously restless hands.

“Stop fretting and eat, you’re too skinny.” He frowned at her, wiggling his eyebrows and making his classic ‘terrible orc face’ until she finally picked up a cookie. He kept making it until she ate half of it and finally cracked a small grin around the rest of the treat in her mouth.

“Lagrobt gro-Nolob you are going to make me choke doing that!” Rusia said after she swallowed the last sweet bite. Waving her crumb covered finger at his face, she downed a large gulp of brandy and leftover tea to clear her throat. “Anyway, sorry I haven’t been around very much! Hope all has been well on the home front.”

“So you told me all about this terrible attack — I can’t really believe you dead mother is involved! — and being rescued by this Sindri from The Gray Legion, but you also joined a new merc guild and for some reason tortured yourself by going to a Bard’s College for… you don’t even know why?” Lagrobt paused dramatically and leaned toward Rusia across the table. “And you say someone followed you back here and breached your wards and invaded our house all uninvited?”

Rusia grabbed another ginger cookie and slowly nibbled on it, making Lagrobt wrinkle his prominent nose at her to continue. He never could resist a story and he hated to wait, so she delayed as long as possible in contuining until he looked just about ready to murder her.

“Well,” she said with another grin. “That’s just a whole other story now isn’t it?”